i'm not doing anything right

i spill lots of things. i do. i create mess. mistakes are always my best buddies.

will i ever learn? will i ever do things right?


WHEN?

school year opening entry

exactly nine days from now, class will start :)

now that i am on the last year of my college, i'm planning to turn things back to how they really used to. i admit i have been "lax" last semester. i have failed to attend to my priorities. instead, i diverted my attention to somewhere else.

but now.. i am more determined. i am more visioned. i want to achieve more. and i am more inspired. i have fueled myself enough for me to continue my battle. last semester was enough for me lose myself. i can't afford to lose myself this year. this is my last year. i know i should give my best shot.

GOD BLESS and GOOD LUCK MADHEL! a looooong journey awaits you. :)

ii am BAAACK! :)

oh by the way, it's Sunday today! HAPPY EASTER! :)

it's been like more than two months since i last visited here. woo! that long already? sorry bloggie for the super duper late updates. just been kinda busy lately.

ooh! right! i am soooow proud to tell you that there's a brand new ME. yes! yes! a brand new person. gone all those gloomy days. gone all those crying nights. gone all those sad thoughts and hurtful moments. but, i'm still happy though i've been through that stage of my life. at least now, i can say, I AM HAPPIER than yesterday. isn't it a great news? :)

one thing i have learned at this moment is that we really have to go through painful experiences. it's one way of making us strong and holding on to our faith that GOD HAS BETTER PLANS. yes, He has. and in His own time, He will grant us the happiness we've been looking for.

and oh! we'll just have a good laugh at all the stupid things we've done. but still, those things, stupid they may be, have made us even better.

and i am a lot better NOW.

and i'm glad, i really am.


radiate love. ♥

it's time to be HAPPY :)

at some point of our lives, we'll stop seeking for what we think can make us happy. but rather, we'll start to seek for what we really deserve. :)



YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS..







so do I! :) ♥

smile for it makes me happy

what is a smile? it's a curve line that sets everything straight

just smile.. and everything else seems right. :D

nothing's true.

what i hate the most is when people make a fool out of me.


nothing's true, i know. it's just out of fun. it's just out of curiosity. it's just out of laughs. it's just a joke.

what hurts is thinking the fact that people just make fun of all these! isn't it sad?

am i really that fool? HAHA. am i really that easy to make believe? HAHA.

wala lang. so funny kasi. TANGA. TANGA. TANGA kasi.

bored and had nothing to do.

i am at APPLE's crib at this very moment and i am using her lappy. but im sooooow bored while im waiting for my bessy to go online.. while doing our thesis paper, im also doing something for fun. haha.

and here they are...

i still think i am cute. LOL.

~goodnaiiyt! :)

is it stupidity?

how do you define it when you still want to believe the person who has broken your trust? how wrong is it to think it might be true?

is it really stupid to feel such? is it really martyrdom?

or is it something way beyond that?

all is well

"start the day right", as i always tell myself.


i know things will get better at some point of my life. and i know, i'll be a lot happier by then. :)

ALL iS WELL.

PayBox

PayBox

follow the link. :)

nothing.

haha. huhu. shet. *brain dead*

it's nothing because unfortunately, i don't know what to feel and what to do. :((


pffft. sober again.

stop na kasee dapat ba. eh paano, TANGA eh. TANGA FOR REAL.

think and think.

never trust. never assume. never expect.

these should have been the rules in every situation that we engaged ourselves into.

never trust readily. do not let yourself fall into the situation right away because you will never know what other people are up to. sweet-for-nothing words are confusing and are deceiving. BE CAREFUL!

never assume otherwise stated. even if it's evident through the person's actions, still, never put meaning into it. actions may speak louder than words; but remember too that people know how to lie.

never expect for anything. life may be about investing. however, life isn't like a stable business that when you invest, something big will return. it is unstable and unpredictable. you can't demand for anything. you can't beg for something. and you should never expect for expecting might just disappoint you.

pfft. s-o-b-e-r. :'(

stuck in the moment

actually, the title was just suggested by ATE JANE and i kinda like it. I LOVE IT to be honest.

so stuck in the moment.

have you experienced missing someone and you can't do anything about it? have you, for the very least, feel like you want to hug someone for so real, but you don't have the chance? have you been in a situation where you want to spend your time with someone you love the most, but destiny does not allow it?

SO STUCK IN THE MOMENT.

you wish you have all the time of your life to be with that someone. you wish you have some other time and space. you wish destiny works out fine for you. you wish that all your wishes will just be granted, in a snap.

BUT TOO BAD, fate does not work out that way.

so stuck in the moment.

commitment

whenever i hear the word commitment, i always think what that word really means and how does each one of us embody it.

Encarta dictionary defines commitment as something that takes up time or energy, especially an obligation. furthermore it added that it is a dedication, or a devotion.

Wikipedia, on the other hand, states that commitment as interaction dominated by obligations. These obligations may be mutual, or self-imposed, or explicitly stated, or may not. 

but if you will be asked, WHAT IS COMMITMENT, do you know what your answers be?

commitment, as how i define it, is more than just engaging in a relationship, being true to that person, thinking that person is the only one all through out your lifetime. commitment is more than just being devoted, being dedicated to be with the person for eternity. more so, commitment isn't just about doing things that can and should make the other person you are committed to to be happy.

this one word encompasses life and everything about one's whole being. it's not only staying with that person, but rather being with the person. it's not only being true and thinking that person is the only one, but rather, it is a promise of remaining, whatever life offers. it's not just spending time with that person, but rather it is bequeathing one's both time and effort to make the relationship even stronger.

there's more to commitment rather than the physical engagement. it includes the two persons' whole beings, embodying them to become one.

so now, may i ask, WHAT IS YOUR COMMITMENT?

starting the year 2011 right

picture courtesy:
http://www.psdgraphics.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/happy-new-year-2011.jpg

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010 has come to its end and another year has started.

for some of us, 2010 has not been a good year; but for others, it has been great. whatever we have experienced last year, let's make them a part of who we will become starting today.

we are not sure of what 2011 will bring us. but we always have the choice to make it the best! :)

new challenges are posed ahead of us. GOD BLESS on us. may we all have the strength to go through life's challenges and may we always learn to appreciate life and its beauty.

let us face 2011 with head held up high. :)

kampai! let's make this year a great one!