i am Miralyn Madel Abapo. my friends fondly call me Madhel, and i do love my name actually. i am being called as Ehm-Ehm too. it's the name that i grow up with. and i love it too.
i consider myself to be a simple person. i laugh a lot whenever i find something very funny. i get angry when my patience can't bear life's pressure. i cry when i feel like giving up. and i fight life's struggles.
i am not actually a very good person. i am ill-tempered. i easily get annoyed. and when i am, things just spontaneously happen, whether i agree of it or not and whether it's good or bad.
i know i am sinful. i admit it. but at least i am honest about it. i am boastful, especially when i know i've got something that you don't. my pride keeps me over other people. but out of love, i do know how to admit i am wrong and say sorry for it. i am not at all mean. just give me the chance to prove myself, and you'll never regret that you've known me. :)
i don't know what love means; i don't even know how it feels like. even if i don't have idea what that word means, i am proud to say that to the very least of my abilities, i've learned to care for someone. and i know, i am learning the art of loving.
i enjoy life the way it is. sometimes though, i get hurt. but even so, i have learned to appreciate it and see the beauty life offers amidst its difficulties.
it's not easy being ME. there are lots of expectations to reach. there are lots of things to accomplish. a lot is expected, yet so little strength that i have. but i know though, i am someone the world should always be proud of. :)
i don't really know how to handle pressure. but because of the people who love me, i have learned to fight and to stand for all that i have and all that i want to achieve.
live simply and happiness follows. :) all is well. think not of life's painful experiences. at some point of our lives, things will be better. and by then, we surely will be a lot happier. believe me and TRUST HIM.
