up until this moment, i still can't believe that i got into the FiNALS of AYLC and i am one step away from the congress. *excited* i've never been thinking about this lately, actually, not until the day Ma'am Anaflor told me the good news. :)
you see, it's such a great blessing. i wasn't able to celebrate much my birthday due to financial problems. plus, there are a lot of books i have to buy for this semester. and here comes the letter from the secretariat of ayala. :)
you really think i got what it takes to be a young leader? do you think i deserve this chance? i mean. imagine. there were people ahead of me (2batches ahead of me, specifically) who weren't able to become a finalist. and to think they were much better than i am. they were able to participate and initiate various activities that help shape the students, as well as the community they are serving. but.. i always wonder why they weren't able to get into it.
and that is why now, i am wondering if i really have what it takes to become a part of the ayala young leaders.
we'll im just madel. nothing more. nothing less. i spill a lot of things. i create a lot of mess. i am irresponsible. i seldom don't care about other people. i am noisy. i am not actually a good model of the youth.
i just love what i am doing. i love leading a particular group. i love participating in various school activities. i love being involved. i love working with people (and sometimes all by myself). i love having fun through activities.
that's all. :)
i think it's just because i have the confidence. but.. do i really have one?
haha. i'm confused now. but i'm not losing hope to myself. i just need MORE REFLECTiON. :)
God puts me here. He has reasons for it. and i know i DESERVE it.
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